A day without him.

It's like when it's raining, and you just want to see the sunshine again.
Sometimes it's bearable, sometimes it's not.

Right now, not knowing how you feel, not knowing anything, it's so unbearable to me. Not being able to know if you're okay, not being able to know if you even want me in your life.
It's unbearable for me.

The unknown scares me.

My go-to thing when I'm not feeling awesome?
Mint chocolate chip ice cream.

No.

This has been one of the worst trips ever.
I used to look forward to this stuff but now i don't. I'm not happy, and I'M NOT PERFECT. Gosh. Stop freaking blaming me for everything okay? Shit.

I'n texting both my parents.
My dad's in China, my mon's at home, and they're skyping.
I'm in class and totally not paying attention in class.

#mycollegelife

I've been listening to corp music all day.
I guess I miss you being on tour with them; I'd wait for you to come back.

I look forward to going home on the weekends because I know I'll see you.
Every minute spent with you is every moment well wasted. <3