Saturday, May 5, 2012

Farewell

There comes a time in your life where you throw up your arms and say, "Fuck this. I don't care anymore." I believe I've reached that point. Look, I can't always be the good guy. I can't always be the good girl, the nice one, the one who cares and babies everyonr. How about this? Stop giving me titles, stop giving me names an accept the fact that I'm not always the good nice guy.

I realized my life is just full of liars, complainers, people who use other people for their advantages. Yeah. I'll admit to being a liar, to complaining and using others. I'm not going to pretend to be something I'm not. I'm not perfect, and I don't try to be. What you see is what you get, stop trying to make me something I'm not.

Essentially, I'm tired of society and all the stupid rules that come with it. I'm tired of talking, I'm tired of writing, and essentially I'm tired of speaking my mind when no one is listening. I'm tired of pretty much everything. Mostly, I'm tired of people knowing my thoughts and how I feel and then using them against me somehow, someway. So, this is the end folks. I'm shutting down this blog. There will not be anymore postings. Or the postings will be rare.

If you ever want to know what's going on...don't worry. It's none of your concern anymore. It's all mine, and it's all in my head now.

Goodbye. We had a nice run together.

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