Ohhayy.

You say you're not good enough for me. But to me, you're (almost :P) perfect.

Fangirling.

It's way too late (early?) to be fangirling right now.

But I am, and no one cares because it's summer. So...

JOE BROOKS, OMG. HE IS SO FINE. <3
He's so cute, like, no lie. Have you seen him in this music video?!

EXACTLY. Look at him! That hair, those eyes, that smile, the clothes he wears (I have mentioned that I like a guy in a suit, right?), his voice. <3

Okay done fangirling over Joe Brooks. Moving on...

DID YOU SEE THE BOSTON CRUSADER'S DRUM MAJOR? HE IS SO CUTE. Asian, tan, has command/position of power. DANG. He's really really cute. I should've gotten a photo with him, DAMN! Oh well. Maybe next time? :3

Some quotes

I got these off of a Facebook group named Positve Outlooks.

Miss(ing)

I MISS HIM SO MUCH. </3

The best graduation gift I got was from him.
I wear this necklace everyday, because in a way it makes me feel like I'm closer to him.
I'm glad he calls/texts me everyday though. <3

Oh yeah, follow me on instagram! I post and update that way more.

My Heart Will Wait

THIS SONG.
Has made me feel things.
Has spoken everything that I couldn't say...

This song...
has broken me down, and at the same time, it has healed me.

Be Okay

Contradicts the previous video.
But I just wanna be okay today.

Half Life

Just listen to it.

Confession

At night, before I go to sleep, you're the one I think about.

Most of the time, I wish you were right here, lying beside me.

Sad videos.

Well. It's time for Depressing Videos!

Scared?

Of course I'm scared.
I'm completely terrified.
I don't know what you'd think if I told you this.

I guess I'm scared that you'd think of me as fragile, as more...vulnerable.

I'm Not That Girl (reprise).

Things

It torments me. All of this. Everything you don't want to know, everything you don't want to acknowledge. What pains me the most is the stuff you don't know. Maybe I'm not telling anyone this stuff because I know that no one listens when I speak, when I yell, no one hears. Screaming these problems would just fall on deaf ears. So I gave up. I don't even have the strength to tell anyone or blog about it. I just keep it in, let it internally eat at me. It's my problem not yours, anyways. I just have to deal with it. I just hope I don't break.

Wonderful - Broadway Play Wicked

"I never asked for this or planned it in advance...Wonderful. They call me wonderful. So I said 'Wonderful, If you insist.'"

I wish. Wonderful just isn't something I am. It's something everyone else is.