Things

It torments me. All of this. Everything you don't want to know, everything you don't want to acknowledge. What pains me the most is the stuff you don't know. Maybe I'm not telling anyone this stuff because I know that no one listens when I speak, when I yell, no one hears. Screaming these problems would just fall on deaf ears. So I gave up. I don't even have the strength to tell anyone or blog about it. I just keep it in, let it internally eat at me. It's my problem not yours, anyways. I just have to deal with it. I just hope I don't break.