It's been over three years, and whenever I least expect it, I stumble upon an old text from you. And every time I read it, it brings tears to my eyes. I miss you Robin. I wish you didn't have to go so soon.
I still think about you every so often. I hope you're doing well, and I hope you're looking out for us. I wish you were still here so I could talk to you about stupid things. I remember in high school I would text you about random things, like I would tell you what class I was in, or what I was doing. I know it brought a smile to your face, and I miss that. I also miss the nickname you gave me. Kelly girl. It's nothing special, but I just miss it. I miss you so much. Visit me in my dreams, so we can catch up.
I felt you last time I visited Hawaii. Darren and I felt you there with us, thanking us perhaps. I just wanted to say that we know it was you. And it made me believe you're still with us watching over us and making sure we're okay. I'm sorry we couldn't spend a lot of time with you then. It was getting dark, and we weren't allowed to stay longer. I hope Auntie Carol is with you, and you guys are having the time of your lives. I hope you're watching over Brandon and making sure he's okay. I know you two are at least. I'm sorry Auntie Carol, that I wasn't able to see you one last time before you passed. But at least I got to talk to you a little bit over FaceTime. I'll miss the foods that you would cook, and I'll miss the cute Christmas cards you would send to us. I'll miss all of it. I saved a few, just so I can have a few mementos of you both.
I love you both so much. And I miss both of you.
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