April 2nd, 2016. 

11:17pm

I just need someone to talk to. I don't feel like I can talk to anyone about what's been going on in my head. 

Like, how I have nightmares of something chasing me at least three times a week.

Or how I'm always there for everyone but I feel like no one is here for me. I don't want to be the one to whine and moan about it, but it would be nice for someone to ask me how my day was or how I'm feeling. It's a bit selfish of me, but sometimes selfish is good. 

Someone called me today. It might have thrown me back into a funk. I don't know how I feel towards this person anymore. 

I just want someone to talk to.