Sleep

I can say with a fair amount of certainty that I have not slept peacefully through a night since last week Monday. So much going on, and nothing I can do about it.

Let’s see here. 

Monday: surgery

Tuesday: restless sleep/stayed over but couldn’t sleep due to sleep screaming/unfamiliar environment

Wednesday: finally went home to sleep in my own bed, but stayed up late. Also I was running on a total of maybe 9 hrs of sleep the past few days

Thursday: exhausted. Took a nap + stayed up hella late playing games

Friday: stayed out. Had a dream about either someone dying or an active shooter (common dreams tbh)

Saturday: woke up early. Went out. Was exhausted

Sunday: was out all day, didn’t really eat. Came home, slept at 8:30pm woke up at 9:30 to brush my teeth, back to sleep and woke back up at 11:59pm. I’ve been awake since, and it’s almost 4am.

Also I just feel sad. Especially late at night, a ton of repressed things tend to come back up. It’s the BEST thing EVER.

What is sleeping through the night anyways?