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Things have been happening, and lately, I don't know. I dislike being me (I blame my period) but at the same time, I just hate the emotions I'm going through and how I'm just distancing myself from everyone. I'm very apathetic this week. It's more or less of "I'm way too stressed out, tired, emotionally drained, busy, and I don't care anymore" feeling.

Okay, so...let's put this in short.
1. I had a pretty bad dream last night. Let's just say that I predict the world will end on May 22, 2012. Don't go into San Francisco at that time either. I gotta remind myself not to go into a skyscraper of any sorts. My family and I died in my dream and we came back as ghosts. Apparently, death doesn't hurt that much. Interesting...

2. Got rejected from UCLA. No surprise there. The only surprise was that I didn't cry. Yeah, I still feel pretty useless and pretty bad about it, but I knew it was going to happen.

3. My prom dress came in. It's a pretty blue-gray color. It's a little long for me still, but it's nice and elegant. We're going to get it hemmed.

4. I don't know how to deal with my emotions at the moment. I won't elaborate.

I guess that's it for now. I have a few questions for you, since I haven't really been in the best of moods lately.

1. How are you?
2. How's school?
3. What's new with you?
4. Why are you never ever there for me when I really need you? I'll just assume it's because
   a) You don't care
   b) I'm not important to you (wouldn't be the first time I wasn't important to someone.)
   c) You don't want to deal with my shit, which is a totally appropriate reason, and a reason why I haven't texted you at every waking moment of my life.

5. We need to talk. This isn't a question, it's a statement.

Okay, well, HAND. (Have A Nice Day)