To...

Delta college. Overall, not a bad day. I will admit to crying on the bus. Why? I was listening to "Stop Crying Your Heart Out" by Oasis and re-reading old text messages from Robin. For those of you who don't know, Robin was my cousin who passed away last October. I was thinking about him on the bus because he used to live in Tracey with his brother. On our way back from Delta, we went down the same highway I went down after visiting Robin one night. It was...let's just say...when I went to visit Robin in Fresno; he was dying. I remembered just watching the road and scenery go by and I remembered driving by Stockton and driving by that same highway. And that just struck really close to home. And just that road lead to a string of flashbacks and of memories, good and bad.

I miss Robin. He was one of the sweetest people I knew. Look at this text he sent me one day.
Everything happened so fast.
He passed away 11 days afte sensing me that text. The day he sent me the text, he was alright. He could talk, he could move (I think.) Then, he couldn't do any of that, and that's when we visited him. We visited him on the 22/23. Two days later, he was gone.

October 25, 2011.
I miss you.