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K
hey are you awake?
hey are you awake?
K
i guess you aren't...but i wanted to tell you i'm having like the worst night of my life and i keep crying and shit because everyone hates me and i'm so stressed out and shit. here's something that i didn't post on my public blog.
Maybe my nervous breakdown today was just insight into what was going to happen later on today. I really hate life right now. My period's now 8 days late, everyone's been asking me what colleges have accepted me when I got nothing so far, I feel like a damned failure, I have no one to talk to about this, Darren's being an asshole and decides to troll me, I'm stressed out...God, this list can go on and on. I'm so freaking upset right now, I'm crying. What did I ever do to you? The only thing I said was "will you please get off my profile? you're kinda pissing me off." That's all I said, and then you run up here and just hella yell at me and shit. Wow, really? I bet you feel really good about yourself right now, don't you? I feel just like shit, I feel horrible.
i guess you aren't...but i wanted to tell you i'm having like the worst night of my life and i keep crying and shit because everyone hates me and i'm so stressed out and shit. here's something that i didn't post on my public blog.
Maybe my nervous breakdown today was just insight into what was going to happen later on today. I really hate life right now. My period's now 8 days late, everyone's been asking me what colleges have accepted me when I got nothing so far, I feel like a damned failure, I have no one to talk to about this, Darren's being an asshole and decides to troll me, I'm stressed out...God, this list can go on and on. I'm so freaking upset right now, I'm crying. What did I ever do to you? The only thing I said was "will you please get off my profile? you're kinda pissing me off." That's all I said, and then you run up here and just hella yell at me and shit. Wow, really? I bet you feel really good about yourself right now, don't you? I feel just like shit, I feel horrible.
K
oh and i forgot to mention that i'm also hella tired. and then he comes in and yells at me. i just feel terrible right now. i literally cannot stop crying.
and yes, i realize you're not going to be getting any of these IMs because you're probably sleeping or something. ugh whatever, i'll just go cry it out or something.
oh and i forgot to mention that i'm also hella tired. and then he comes in and yells at me. i just feel terrible right now. i literally cannot stop crying.
and yes, i realize you're not going to be getting any of these IMs because you're probably sleeping or something. ugh whatever, i'll just go cry it out or something.
K
if by some freak chance you actually do get these messages, go text me or something, i'm signing off. goodnight, goodbye. i guess i'll repost everything i sent you just in case everything gets erased whenever you sign back on.
if by some freak chance you actually do get these messages, go text me or something, i'm signing off. goodnight, goodbye. i guess i'll repost everything i sent you just in case everything gets erased whenever you sign back on.
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