Ouch.

I know you didn't mean it, how could you mean it? You didn't know, no one did except for us.
It was something he used to say to me. He called me "Kelly-girl".
It didn't even register that you said it til just now. I miss him so much, I still can't believe he's gone. But I still have every single text message he sent me, and I still have every single memory of him stored away. I miss him, I really do. Just you saying those words...just reminded me that he's not here anymore. It's okay, you didn't know. I don't mind you calling me that, I really don't. But it just struck a chord in me tonight.

Robin, I miss you and I hope you're surfing the clouds up there, wherever you are. I hope you're lying on your board and you take some time to think about us, and I hope you know that we're thinking of you too and we all miss you.