Plea.

Is there any way to make you smile? Is there any way to make you happy? IS THERE? I want you to be happy. I NEED you to smile. Is it really that hard to be happy? Is it really that hard for you to smile? I guess that makes me a failure then. I tried to make you happy, I've tried to make you smile, I've tried everything I can to make you feel better, to make you happy, but nothing works. I guess I'm going crazy then. I'm going crazy because you worry me and I care so much about you. I ask you for one favor. One favor only. Be happy, don't fake it. Be genuienly happy.

Please...it's all I ask of you. Just please be happy. Please...

Do this for me. Everday that I'm gone, take a photo of you smiling and send it to me. Just dp it. Every single day, that's all that I want.

Please stop living in the past. Just move on. There's so many things to look forward to, but...you don't seem to see life in the right light, and I don't know what to do. Be simple, live, like every day was your last. Love with passion. Love your family. Love yourself. Love your friends. Love ypur passions.

Sigh...that's all I can say to to you...